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Stephanie Teng
21 November 2009 @ 03:34 pm
stop procrastinating!!

someone just slap me.pls.
exams is jus few days away and i cant seem to rem anything. the more irritating thing is - i still dont feel the sense of urgency.

argh,
wake me up from wonderland.
make me realise the fact that exams is jus 3 days away.
scold me.
 
 

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Stephanie Teng
18 November 2009 @ 02:21 pm
things to look forward to right after exams:- and this shall be my motivation to mug from now till exams..

(1) JB with karen & dionne
(2) JB with foc people
(3) Malacca trip
(4) TTSG outing
(5) 05A08 gathering (planning)
(6) Outing with my girls <3
(7) Senior Camp
(8) there's bound to be more..



YEA! cant wait..
but before all that happen, i need to continue to mug.. =X
 
 
Stephanie Teng
16 November 2009 @ 05:45 pm
argh!
i'm just so sick of whatever i'm studying right now.

politics sucks.
i'm having a bad headache now.

somehow i just think that i'll need a half an hour break from all those information..
 
 
Stephanie Teng
15 November 2009 @ 11:48 pm

i hated it when parents fight over money issues.
seriously, i gave up on it long ago.

i'm gonna tell myself this.
when i get married someday, i dont want to walk the same path as what my parents did.
sometimes. i wonder where did all that love go.
where did all that passion go.

i wouldnt let that affect me anymore.
i shall be a strong girl.

shit happens sometimes.

no wonder they say this.
婚前睁大你的双眼,婚后闭上一只眼
this is so true.

then again,
it still bothers me, no matter how i tried to run.

o crap.


 
 
Stephanie Teng
13 November 2009 @ 10:43 am
omg.  
omg. seriously, i dunno whether i should pity her or not.




分手擂台 part1 ( 炫宇VS慧慈)



=X
imagine your boyfriend attempting to break up with u on national tv.
seriously, both of them are jokers.




分手擂台後的慧慈

 
 
Stephanie Teng
09 November 2009 @ 09:37 pm

i hate rainy days .

the rain god seems to loves me very much.

how lucky.


cos it always rain when i'm looking forward to something exciting..


 


原来, 一切早已悄悄开始了。只是我一直没察觉 。。。
 
 
Stephanie Teng
07 November 2009 @ 08:23 pm

除了开心, 还是开心!!





you'll know why when everything's settled.

it's all in the mind. when i'm happy. i'm more motivated to do almost everything! =D and this is definitely the moment. all that fatigue will all go away and i'm seriously going to work much harder than what i'm doing these days.

i'm loving my life.
sch's boring sometimes, but friends are the only source of motivation.
i miss my girls but i know everyone's working hard.
i enjoyed chilling with GGGs, i enjoyed all mugging sessions with foc. i enjoyed what i'm doing.
though there's hard work. but efforts are paying off!

=D

though there's still a long list of things to be done, but i'm so motivated these week that i think that nothing is ever a problem! ha..

nothing's a prob to me anyway. the only prob is money.

haha. i need a retail therapy after the exams!
i want to shop n spend money for all i want. i have not been doing tt since "'god-knows-when"
=D






 
 

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Stephanie Teng
04 November 2009 @ 03:56 pm
=D  
i'm so relieved that tuition today is cancelled because ming's still down with fever & it seems like he's damn stressed ( abt tuition) now tha -  psle's over.

psle results are not out yet (end of month) and his mum is already thinking of starting tuition for sec 1 syllabus. no wonder he's feeling that stressed up

but i'm just glad that i dont have to teach tuition for the next few weeks, until the first week of dec.
ok, i can stiil surive without any income coming in.  not as bad as i thot i will be. =D 

this is good news to me =) now i have more time to do my own revision, settle cca matters. 

seems like everyone around me are feeling (abit/very) stressed.
but apparently i think i've not hit my max yet. I wonder when i will.. hmm. shall not try it.
though i have a whole lists of things waiting to be completed, i' think i can still handle it.

either, i'm immune to it. or i'm just plain crazy. ok. i beliieve it's the latter.
i just think that at this rate i'm going, i might be fully prepared for the exams before i know it.
juggling sch work. cca stuffs is enough to take up almost 18 hours of my time (1 day 24 hours)
somehow, i just feel that, no matter how tough life can be right now. juggling sch work & cca is more simple and easier to manage than  juggling with work committments and sch work.

argh! 劳碌命啊



ps. the pain's killing me. 
 
 
Stephanie Teng
03 November 2009 @ 01:23 am
老妈说 “最近你常常把家当成是酒店, 有空就回房间睡觉, 没空就在外住宿。”

zzz. >.< " guilty
i've been gg to sch almost everyday these few weeks and i'm pretty sure the amount of time i spent in sch is way more than the time i spent sleeping @ home.

=X

this is gonna last till end of exams i guess and i guess she's gonna KBKB every night. how i wish i have a hall to stay in.

& one thing - i miss going out with friends. but i know that if i go for all these now, i'll definitely flunk.
so, that shall wait.

malaysia! wait for me.
orchard! wait for me.
gatherings! wait for me.

i'll come find u right after the exams!!
 
 
Stephanie Teng
02 November 2009 @ 07:37 pm
mingming's getting funnier and lamer these days

this is what mingming wrote :

"once a pig forever a pig. continue to be a guard house. pig guard house"

wtf. what is this kid thinking?! haha.. must be something his mum said to him.

but it kind of cheered me up and made me smile like an idiot in the middle of old can b.

* i've been posting random things on my blog these days.*
 
 
Stephanie Teng
02 November 2009 @ 03:20 pm
boo. rain rain go away come again another day.

ok. i'm SO bored. here i am sitting @ wang guang wu library rotting my afternoon away.  alone. =( wenqi went back home le.. sobs sobs.my friends are either not in sch today (no lessons) or they are having lectures right now. BOO..

i fell asleep for ten mins while watching forensic science lecture video once again. >.< it happens everytime i watch that video..

man i hate waiting for lesson to start
 
 
Stephanie Teng
02 November 2009 @ 01:14 am
in the end.
i end up not using any of my S/U option on any of my electives.
i shall be a good girl & finish up everything before the exams.
 
 
Stephanie Teng
31 October 2009 @ 01:22 pm


something that caught my attention while surfing the net..

错的时间遇见错的人是一种荒唐,

错的时间遇到对的人是一声叹息,
 
对的时间遇到错的人是一场伤心
 
对的时间遇到对的人是一生幸福!  

 

在你最美丽的时候  

 

你遇见了谁

 

在你深爱一个人的时候

谁又陪在你身边

爱情到底给了多少时间

去相遇与分离

去选择与后悔

 

这个世界有着太多的

这样那样的限制与隐秘的禁忌

又有太多难以预测的变故和身不由已的离合

一个转身也许就一辈子错过

要到很多年以后

才会参透所有的争取与努力

也许还抵不过命运开的一个玩笑

上帝只在云端眨了一眨眼

所有的结局

就都已经完全改变

 

 

 

回忆的花瓣掠过心湖

泛起片片涟漪

爱不是千言万语

也不是朝朝暮暮

爱是每当午夜梦廻时

 

发现内心牵挂的依然是远方的你......

clarify! i'm not being emo..dont u think the words are meaningful??
rah! i'm in the "i keep talking cok" mood. gosh, i just want to disturb someone..


 
 
 
Stephanie Teng
30 October 2009 @ 10:24 am

 

boo. i just accepted another new tuition assignment other than mingming, =X
 this time, it's even much further than clementi - choa chu kang.
luckily there's direct transport from cck back to juro. if not i wont be accepting this rate for 2 subjects.

one week once, 2 hrs each. rate wise, my usual rates lo.
initially, i dont really want to accept this @ all - hello. i'm so lazy. asking me to travel to work  (play is another diff matter) is like asking me to go to pasir ris from ntu (what a drag).
but o well, i guess since it's under mrs soh's recommendation and i'm freaking familiar with pri 6 syllabus these days. why not? 别跟钱过不去。我要靠这笔钱出国游玩的!!

tuition's gonna start in dec. (i was able to start later)
mm's tuition is gonna start next tues. feeling abit sian. but luckily, mm's a v cute boy,

plus. i'm looking forward to see him grow from a lil boy to a teenager.
i guess he's worried tt he wont be able to grow taller next year.
halfway through the lessons, he will ask "teacher, how tall are u?"
as of course, everytime i'll give him a very "qian bian" ans "taller than you"
haha. even after explaining to him.. (the science part- as to why u will grow taller next year) he still doesn't believe me.
haha. so cute. =)
plus he's such  a sweet talker given his age. he's gonna charm all the sec sch girls for sure. =P

anyway, the new tution kid is gonna be a small boy again. for some reason, i'm always teaching boys. where did all the girls go?

with people my age, i usually have more 女人缘,. but with kids, i'l always getting all the lil boys.
hopefully the new boy wont get on my nerves.
give me angels, not monkeys. pls!

should i look for more jobs?? hmm.
i shall consider again. i'm able to cope with work & sch.
but am i able to cope with work, sch & cca?
this is something i'm not too sure yet. meanwhile, it's still pretty alright, cos i'm not aiming for a GPA 5. i'm still your average student with prob average grades.
 

 
 

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Stephanie Teng
27 October 2009 @ 11:23 pm
You can start getting plans back into shape for going ahead, which includes some new feathers put on your personal image. You may find you have discovered some improved ways of fitting your own leadership into the mix, which will firm up during the next few weeks and everyday rhythms get renormalized. Although it might not have seemed so a couple of weeks ago, you're increasingly glad to have had the opportunity to edit your life a bit so you can better exploit your position both socially and financially during the next month or so. Some changes will be momentary, but some will last.
 
 
Stephanie Teng
26 October 2009 @ 03:58 am
here i am in old canteen a, blogging & preparing for our presentaion on tues.
i'm almost done with all the contents and all we need to do is to get the slides done and i guess i'l be more than ready.

the allumi night i attended on sat turned out to be pretty useful to me in this coming presentation. I'm gonna use it as one of my presentation points.

=)

one down. more things to go. at least i know that i'm still a the right track. 

boo. i'm feeling abit tired.
 
 
Stephanie Teng
25 October 2009 @ 05:04 pm
gah.  
 more than 3/4 of the weekend is over before we know it. 

it's already evening.
alumni night was a blast. those distinguished guests who attended were big shots who have achieved so much and contributed so much to NTU.
as usual, such events can be abit boring & they tend to DRAG for a long time.

By the time it ended, it was already very late. Clearing the stage, taking photos took up alot of time.
Minus the fact that all of us fooled ard most of the time.

By the time everything is cleared up, it's already like damn late. =X
a couple of us were too hungry so we decided to go over to ah lian for beehoon & prata.
imagine squeezing 8 guys & girls into a normal size car. it was a difficult task but all thanks to sin wee, our welfare & log, we managed to do that.haha. great job log! haha..

supper did not end just like that.
seems like everyone's enthu abt ktv, so we decided to pop over to safra juro for ktv aright after supper.
=X
we went in like ard 12 plus and sang till 4 before heading home.it's nice. to listen to pple singing. haha. esp when those pple can really sing..haha. =)
ok.i had fun though.

argh. tired. but still surviving.
as compared. this is nothing. seriously.

ok. i shall be heading to sch now. mugging overnight with cca mates.
=X
this is e second time this week.

all i can ever say is - busy is just an understatement. at least for now.
exams is jus round the corner and we cant afford to yayapapaya anymore.
there's readings to memorize, reports to do each week & proposals to do.
next week, ming's tuition is starting too.
ok. i can still manage. i just have to cheong doubly hard.

i shall organize study camps. interested parties. sms me.

hmm. am i stress? no. i'm not. i just know that there's alot of things to be done.
this level of stress still manageable i guess.
or mayeb i'm tolerating.

 
 
 
Stephanie Teng
23 October 2009 @ 02:26 am

 
郑板桥的竹画

for some reason, his bamboo paintings are pretty.


 

 
 
Stephanie Teng
22 October 2009 @ 10:18 pm

gah!
24 hours a day is never enough.
for some reason. i think i'm really behind my studying schedule. or am i pushing myself too much?

gah!gah!
jobs!! where are u?! money!! where are u?!
for the past weeks, i've been on a lookout for good canvassing opportunities. but it seems like the job market these days is really that bad.
$6 - $6.50 is the highest rate i can get for our team. i was even told - this is the rate for university students. -_-" u sure??
economy's really bad these days. back in those days, i can find 7/8 bucks jobs easily.
gahh! i shall work harder. to source for money.

"stephanie services @ ur service." 
ha. i shall call myself this. cos i really feel like an employment agency..haha.
jiayou!

that's all.
i want to watch a movie. but i cant seem to find time. & even if i want to watch, somehow the person just dont understand the fact that i dont like horror movies. i shall not do any more entertaining anymore.
cos if i continue to do so. it always seem like i'm the one giving in everytime.

gahh! i dont even have time for my outside friends starting from this week onwards. packed - with so many things to do that i cant be bothered about finding entertainment anymore.
 

 
 
Stephanie Teng
17 October 2009 @ 12:24 am

 

http://apps.facebook.com/bamboocat-tarot/index.php

Stephanie 使用 竹貓星球塔羅占卜。
Stephanie 對 單身運勢 進行占卜,結果為:

現狀: 賢者
雖然身邊沒有情人,但是廣大的社交圈跟頻繁的吃喝玩樂,常常會讓你忘記還需要找個固定伴侶的需要,不管有沒有情人都可以過得很好。


問題: 女皇
有時脾氣太好、人緣太好,也是個問題,因為你不擅於拒絕別人,反而讓你真正對他有興趣的人,分不清楚他自己跟別人有什麼不同。
 

建議: 藝術
建議考慮一下日久生情的對象,你需要一個能夠了解你每個舉動的人,而這種程度的了解,不是一朝一夕可以練成的。

gosh. damn accurate. =X 

i decide to re-do this reading and i got this 

現狀: 愚者
你現在一個人自由自在,就算偶爾有戀情出現,時間也都不會太長,並不是你的心不定,而是你對「一段完美的感情」,定義跟別人是不同的。

問題: 隱者
隱者的眼光過高,但不是針對外表或身家條件,而是要他能尊敬、佩服的人,可惜這樣的對象很難遇到,因為隱者自己就很優秀。

建議: 惡魔
愛情不是一個夢,它是一個現實的問題,你應該要去認清人性的真實面,然後接納這一面,才不會總是傷痕累累。
 
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